One moment of weakness and my new happiness falls back a few steps.
Well, not the happiness exactly. Im still stupidly high and in love with Mikus, nothing in the slightest has changed there.
But I sat and thought the other day. And it wasnt a great outcome. What kind of person am i to force someone I care about to stop me from doing something Im not even so sure is bad any more?
Pshwaw. Im not even sure why im having this argument....Probably cause i have no idea what the answer is........ Fuckkkkk..............
Gay stupid depressed fucking brain.
ARGHHHH
